I don’t always have weed but when I do I like have to smoke it every idle moment I have this has to be a health issue.
Marconi Union is playing my heartstrings and creating some kind of electromagnetic field around my body that’s gravitating me back towards the west.
I keep finding myself closing my eyes and envisioning my former home, hoping in vain is I focus on it hard enough it will begin to form around me.
I need poker nights and popcorn buds, coffee mornings and my fellow lost souls.
The souls that just can’t deal with this world as it is. The rest of the world calls Taos crazy.
"Taos? Who in their right mind would want to live in Taos?"
Who in their right mind would want to waste their life institutionalizing themselves and living some sort of nine to five slave life with nothing to show for it except a fat bank account and some egotistical pride? Not when there is this magical place in the northernmost part of New Mexico that is something akin to living in a dreamland.
The Smokies are clouding my vision. Where am I again? Who was I again?
He’s going to be the fucking thing that keeps me here, isn’t he?
July 2012 was my best month for writing. Can I move back into that mindset now? Can I remember what it was to take every moment as magical and significant?
I still get hints of it. Oh yes, it’s still there. It’s what I strive for. God, I remember that summer so vividly. It was as if I was exactly where I was supposed to be. Listening to nobody but myself.
Okay, I am just so fucking excited about this book.
I know I’m crazy. I know. But a couple of weeks ago I told myself if I can write a publish a book, I’ll allow myself to go back to New Mexico.
My aunt told me yesterday about a way to publish an E-Book online for free. So I though, hey I can put together some of my poetry, and bam.
And now as I’m sifting through it, I’m totally seeing a pattern. Some kind of abstract theme I can put together. Poetry, prose. I even have a preface! A lot of it is already available on this blog or my poetry blog, but I’m going to take the time to tweak, edit and organize.
Fuck guys. So excited.
just set your foot down once more
take one more step towards that
golden future you’re always dreaming up.
kid, if you want to make it big just fend for yourself keep your goals in mind, run fast towards the finish line, leave everyone else behind, run as if you cannot see the track circles…
I only date men chiefly because girls intimidate/terrify me.